It is strange that one thing can do so many things. Both good or bad.

The love was my inspiration for most of my works. I have written many pages of poetry. I could have even published it in one book, BUT...

Everything has an end...and so the relationship.

This entry is just a look behind for what was and now is gone. These are old news, but I had a hope that I could save at least one thing - not the relationship but my poems...

I have burned the printed copy years ago and deleted all evidnece on my computer, but I have created one safety backup....and this backup is no longer...

It is a pitty, because I finally decided to share my feeling with you...I can only write a few words below....you can see whether it was nice...or not.

January 19, 2002
Snow was falling on the ground,
every fence and every wall
and on the castle was a ball.

I came here with no future,
with no luck in my hands.
But how lucky I really were,
'cause I saw a girl standing there.

So nice, so tight,
she was the sun, she was the light.
She was the miracle, my hope for living
and she woke up that wonderful feeling.

She's been wearing dark tight clothes
with her arms nicely beared.
I couln't get my eyes of her,
but perhaprs I wasn't prepared.

Well, here my memories end. It has been a long time...

So now you know the reason of not uploading my works.

- Daekin